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I must say fyrstormer your very brave to be speaking to some guys that you don't even know about something so personal,so I'm going to stick my neck out too.The more I read the easier I feel about speaking about it myself.At the age of 13 I caught salmonella,my body went into shock,which In turn resulted in a nervous breakdown,over 2 years later i returned back to school. My cycling helped me get over it . Fast forward to age 23 it all kicked off again with anxiety,depression and the feeling of worthlessness. My doctor says some of it could be down to RedBull side effects. Fast forward again to present day,its been 13 years and i suffer with ocd,anxiety,depression,panic attacks,muscle weakness and sometimes i can't explain things i forget the words. I'm presently only on amitriptyline for the daily migraines,sometimes i only get 3 hrs sleep at night because my brain is in overdrive,my brain feels like it's fluttering when i close my eyes. Doctors on the 24th of this month to see what concoction i get this time keep your head high and just keep going forward,my 3 kids keep me going.
Quote from: purple gerbil on September 06, 2013, 12:43:59 pmI must say fyrstormer your very brave to be speaking to some guys that you don't even know about something so personal,so I'm going to stick my neck out too.The more I read the easier I feel about speaking about it myself.At the age of 13 I caught salmonella,my body went into shock,which In turn resulted in a nervous breakdown,over 2 years later i returned back to school. My cycling helped me get over it . Fast forward to age 23 it all kicked off again with anxiety,depression and the feeling of worthlessness. My doctor says some of it could be down to RedBull side effects. Fast forward again to present day,its been 13 years and i suffer with ocd,anxiety,depression,panic attacks,muscle weakness and sometimes i can't explain things i forget the words. I'm presently only on amitriptyline for the daily migraines,sometimes i only get 3 hrs sleep at night because my brain is in overdrive,my brain feels like it's fluttering when i close my eyes. Doctors on the 24th of this month to see what concoction i get this time keep your head high and just keep going forward,my 3 kids keep me going.Wow man, that's rough. The only thing I can think of to suggest is, maybe you have a severe food allergy and don't know it. Have you tried eating nothing but chicken, rice, and salt for a week? I know a few people who figured out they were severely allergic to all sorts of things by eating only the bare essentials for a while, and then adding other foods into their diets one at a time.As for talking to strangers...I dunno, I guess I figure strangers are the people who are least likely to tell me what I want to hear, and the least likely to have opinions that just happen to be similar to my own. I can more accurately confirm my sanity if I can get strangers to understand me.